Can you believe it?! I sure can’t! My little Miss is growing so fast! She’s been full of smiles and giggles! I think I even caught her with a couple of coo’s today! As much as I enjoy seeing all these little things, I wish she’d slow down on the growing, just a little bit so I can enjoy it more!
Keoni has been too good to her. Always wanting to kiss her ‘brain’, and always shaking her hand saying,” Nice to meet you!” lol. I hope he/they will continue to be this good to eachother as they get older! CROSSING FINGERS. I only have a few short weeks until I have to go back to work, which really saddens me. I’ll miss all the little ‘first’ things. Granted, I know my mom won’t tell me she’s done it, I know that she’ll see it first.
I’ll admit, yes, I’m spoiling her by holding her, hugging her and squeezing her tight. I just can’t help it. I don’t want to look back and realize that she doesn’t want to be held anymore, or even worse, that she’d be moving out for college! AHHH! I just want her to know Mama LOVES HER!
She’s been so good to me during the nights. Granted I think she’s already winning me over and sometimes makes it to the bed. Sidenursing is AWEOME. Plus it gets cold at night, and I think she wants the warmth of mama, rather than her cold crib. I know, spoiling her already! I’m excited to see her grow, but it also saddens me that the faster she grows, the faster I’ll lose my newborn, and the faster I’d have to go back to work and leave her :(. 3 more weeks til I go back…maybe 4 ;). I was tempted to take FMLA, but I have to face the inevitable I guess. 
